मेरी बात कागज़ के साथ !

देख इन परिंदों को 
मेरा मन  ये करता,
दूर कही गगन में मैं 
हवा से बातें करता,
बहती नदिया के जैसे
मैं भी धरा सा बहता,
मुश्किल आ जाये तो क्या
बस आगे बढ़ता रहता,
सूरज की किरणों सा मैं 
इस अम्बर में आता,
जलता रहता खुद ही मैं 
पर जग रोशन कर जाता,
अजब कहानी है जीवन की
होता जो न सोचा,
दिल की बात मेरे इस दिल की
बस कागज़ को बतलाता...

IF ONLY

I wanna go high and high,

I wanna touch the sky.
I wanna win the mountain,
If only you are there...

I wanna move so far,
I wanna be like star.
I wanna be the one,
If only you are there...

I wanna be a light,
I wanna make world bright.
I wanna be a dawn,
If only you are there...

I wanna nothing in my life,

I wanna no one to delight.
I wanna no dream to fill,
If only you are mine...

LOVE IS BLIND....

Love is as blind as it's said,
it makes u wonder, it makes u sad.
It's all started the moment i saw u,
my heart leaped paces, my eyes sparkled like winter morning's dew.
Your face was angelic and voice sweetest even heard,
your smile seemed to be the only reason & cause of life on earth.
Your sight confirmed and reminded me the existence of God and his power of creation,
your beauty so perfect flawless & simple that definition of Goddess needed an intense serutinization.
I fell in love that very moment and everything around me changed its true,
it was hard to comprehend why world was not at war for you.
Never experienced a feeling so strong and so pacifying,
dreaming of you become my favourite irresistible past time.
Trust without any relation, desire with no need of possession,
i never wished to know you enough to spoil your perfection.
But destiny brought us closer and we ended up being friends,
more i knew you more i was assured that i'll love you till the end.
I liked the way you laughed at my silly jokes and the way you called my name,
in your company i was a better man and you completely ruined me for other women.
I was hesitant to convey you my feelings, i was reluctant,
could not take chance with my fragile heart or lose a friend and confidant.
False hope, illusive expectations were enough to keep me content,
but wearing mask in front of your sole love, your friend was wrong to some extent.
It was all tacit, my eyes said it all but you failed to contemplate,
i tried and gathered all my courage to tell you my everything was at stake.
No words in any language were enough and appropriate to express the purity and divinity of my love,
you were too practical and tough, you turned around and walked away, i stood numb watching your way.......
Fantasies shattered, dreams demolished like a obsolete ship,
sighs remained unheard and every joy hurt like a throne whip.
This was for first time i introspected my life,
You left to return never, but you taught me how to survive........

(BEING SORRY, WON'T HELP)

मेरी मुश्किल !
 मैं जिंदगी के रस्ते पे चुप-चाप बिखर जाता,
अगर एक रोज़ भी अपनी तन्हाई से दर जाता, 
सामने मंजिल थी और पीछे उसकी आवाज़, 
रुकता तो सफ़र जाता, चलता तो बिचड जाता, 

Vo afsana jiske anjam ki, surat hi ho dhundli,

Usse iss mod pe main aaj, mud ke hi kyon dekhu.

Parchaiya si lagti hai, yaadaine purani sab,

Unn parchaiyo me surat, kisi apne ki kyon dekhu.

Kai saathi the meri mahfil me, aye mere dost,

Magar har shakas ko main aaj, kisi humdum sa kyon dekhu.

Ajeeb dasta vo kal ki, jo abhi tak adhuri hai,

Har aane wale kal ko, me purane kal sa kyon dekhu.

Ye kismat, ye kismat bhi badi ajeeb hai,
Jiski jarurat hai sanso se jayada,
na aaj vo mere karib hai.
Phir yuhi ek din mera ye faisla karna,
kisi ko chahna bada hai ya bada hai kismat me likha hona.
Kitna aansa tha tera ye kahna ki mujhe bhul jana,
na tum yaad karna, na mujhe yaad aana.
Par me bhula nahi teri kisi bhi baat ko,
vo vaade tere karna, phir khud hi tood dena.
Na bhula hu main tera ek vaade ko nibhana,
kai baar bulane par, ek roj milne chale aana.
Milne pe vo tera dhere se muskurana,
karna vo ghantho baataine, par kuch bhi na kahpana.
Karna tera baataine aur hasna vo ruk ruk kar,
aur mera chup rahkar bhi, tujhse har baat kah jana.
Bhari tanhaiyon me bhi tere ehsas ka hona,
subakna vo akele me, na raato me kabhi sona.
Mere jivan ke amber me tera ek chand sa hona,
sitaro ki chamk me bhi, mera bus chand ko chahna.
Mere deewanepan ka samna ek hakikat se hona,
kisi ko chahana kuch nahi, bada hai kimat me likha hona.........

Jab se mila hai saath tumhara,
Dil me hai ye vishvas jaga.
Bandhan kabhi na tootega ye,
Chahey waqt ho beet gaya.
Khali waqt me jab bhi humko
yaad tumhari aayegi,
Band aankho ke darpan me
tasvir tumhari ban jayegi.
Saath gujara ek ek lamha
dhadkan me bus jayega,
Phir unko jeene ka sapna
in aankho me aa jayega.
Likhne ko arman bahut hai
kushi ke ho ya ho vo gum,
Likhne chahu sab kuch tumko
kya karu par sahbd hai kam.....
kya karu par sahbd hai kam.....